I stacked my plate with two blueberry muffins, three scoops of scrambled eggs, a half a pound of bacon, grits, sausage gravy, two waffles with a pint of syrup – and a side dish of fruit, because I like to eat healthy.

You think love is about sharing minutiae. I think love is about making decisions with the other person in mind.

Carter smiled weakly as he took his first sip of Cabernet and found out it didn’t taste much like fruit at all. In fact it tasted only slightly better than cough medicine and not at all like the blackberries the menu had promised. Craptastic. Now they had a whole bottle of the stuff.

I had to stop missing things. I was still here, I needed to do everything. I needed to know everything. I needed to do it all while there was time.

Peter made a sour sound, then said, “Darling, I’d really rather you didn’t make the same mistake again and again. I prefer it when my friends make new mistakes. Making the same mistake over and over is just boring.

Martin hesitated. This was a definite yes and no answer. Yes, gay guys picked up strangers on the street, for that matter sometimes so did lesbians. And certainly straight people did whether they’d admit it or not. Of course, straight people were encouraged not to pick up people on the street, while gays and lesbians were encouraged not to exist at all. But none of that was the point.

In Hollywood, it isn’t how old you are. It’s how old you pretend to be.

The only relationships I could think of that had truly ended well were the ones where I hadn’t bothered to ask for a name.

Everyone lies. They lie to the people they love; they lie to themselves. Once you admit it, it’s not such a hard thing to live with. What is hard to live with is how far people will go to keep their lies alive.

Immediately, Carter remembered one of the statistics they’d quoted at The Renewal Center. “The average homosexual male has five hundred sexual partners a year.” He was sure that’s what they’d said. It did seem like an awful lot, even to Carter who was almost always horny. It was 1.369 sexual encounters a day, which sounded like a lot of work just to be average.